Do You
Awake And Dreams
Coming From The Heart
Thank You
Fall And Snow
Depressed
Untitled
I Believe
No Excuse
Always
Come Rescue Me
What a home could be
Dreams
You Showed and Shared
As Darkness Seeps
Dear Lord
Do I Have you my Friend
Love
Alone
Imagination
Only taking up space
Time to let go
Don't we, can't we all
Untitled
Forever and ever
Life
Where are you my prince
Breaking out
Who needs wealth
Untitled
Brother
Love shared by two
Spring
Dawn and hope
Our master gardeners
All I need
Together
Good-bye
Love I
Love II
Love III
Butterflies
New beginnings
Sisters
To thee with love

Do you really love me
Or should I set you free
Do you like to kiss me
Does it make your toes curl up on your feet
Do you get butterflies in your stomach
Does your heart skip a beat
Do you get sweaty palms
When you kiss me do you get excited or calm

Do you really love me
Or should I set you free
Do you miss me in the morning after
Do you feel you cant wait to see me again
Do I drive you away or do you wish to stay
Do you like to hear my laughter
Is it music to your ears or do I bring you to tears
When I cry or is it I drive you away with fear
Do you rally love me
Or should I set you free
Do you get intoxicated by the smell of my perfume
Does it drive you crazy, do I make your mind hazy
Am I soft to your touch or is it you don't
Like to touch me much
Do you like to run your fingers through my hair
Do I turn you on, do you care
Do I have that certain charm
Do you think I have style and grace
Do you think I'm pretty or sexy
Do you like to look at my face
Or is it you just don't care
Do you like to look into my eyes,
do you see darkness or do you see light
Does it feel wrong or right
When we make love does it make you feel closer to me
Or does it drive you further away from thee
Does it make you wish we never made love in the first place
Do you feel you can't live a day without thee Or should I set you free
Am I just a faze your going through
Will you leave me feeling blue
Or has your love grown for thee
Am I wasting my time or do I have a future to be had with you
So, do you really love me Or should I set you free

As I sleep in a deep state, I get irate.
For I find my dreams make me weep when I
Awake from them.
I awake to find my hands clenched in fists,
Biting my lips, so tense, feel the need to want to scream.
For even being awake gives me nothing but exhaustion.
Being asleep and dreaming gives me nothing but
Excruciating pain.
Why can't anyone see the tears I cry like rain?
The dreams I have are scary, dark, and outrageous.
They tell me I'm insane.
Why can't they be that I'm courageous for getting through
This illness day after day?
Taking pills after pills, constantly talking to a therapist,
Which doesn't seem to help of having hope.
Dreams and voices I have make me in desperate need of
Some happiness and compassion.
Not darkness, loneliness, confusion, or complete madness.
Thought my dreams at least would give me answers or away
To end all this chaos.
I just can't find a way out. The want to end it all.
Quick take those pills with lots of alcohol.
This is your call.
Grab for that rope, and pull it tight around thy neck.
Take that razor and cut thy wrists, for no one cares or you
Will not be missed.
So what's the difference, you will never feel sane.
This is your call, nothing to lose or gain.
Am I vain or insane?
When will the dreams be happy ones?
When will I have control of these dreams and life?
Out of control, out of context, and order.
I long for a rest of it all.
I long for two arms to hold me close.
Say it will be alright, life will get better.
Just keep up the fight with all your might of defeating
This mental illness and dreams of sadness.
They will eventually diminish and you will overcome with
Hope and faith, to happier dreams and a happier life.
One filled with love and contentment.
For you made it through with courage, strength, hope,
And faith.

This is coming form the heart.
I never want us to part.
You showed me what love is all about.
You showed me what a friend should be.
But now I feel I have no friends and your love.
So if you leave me now I'll be as lonely as can be.
So this is coming from the heart, coming from the heart.
Take me back, take me back.
Way back in the beginning of our love.
Show me show me what true love can be.
Show me show me that you are my friend and companion.
That no matter what you will support me.
Show me show me that our love and friendship will flourish and never end.
Show me show me that the love that was once in your eyes, and heart is
Still there.
For my love for you is coming from the heart.
Say you don't want us to part, and that you still love me.
That you will always protect thee and your love for me will never end.
Will only flourish and will never end.

As darkness seeps into my dreams and darkness in life falls,
I feel the devil has come a knocking and a calling.
To take me away from a happy life I would like to lead,
To take over my kind heart and soul for him to feed on.
He wants me to be angry, mean, sad, and cold hearted.
I know this is his goal.
I don't want to be apart of that.
I will try with all my might, I will fight,
To not let him take control of thee, so I will fight.
I will have faith, love, courage, kind heartedness, and hope in Jesus Christ.
For I know he's giving me the strength to cope.
He sees the good in me, even though the devil makes me never free.
Jesus Christ is my hope, faith, strength, and savior.
Thank you Jesus Christ, for saving me.
Know I know I have been freed from my sins and past mistakes,
For Jesus Christ sees I've got hope of being a good seed.
And I know he will protect me from the devil and won't let him win.

The fall is coming,
The leaves are beginning to fall.
I wish you would come a calling.
Soon the weather will be cold and I still don't have you to hold.
Soon the ground will be covered with snow and the
Land will look like white clouds.
So please say you will come a knocking,
And fill with just love in my stocking.
For back then we were a pair and we still are as fair.
The weather will be but of a fridge cold, so I would like to feel the warmth of your hold.
Sit and drink hot apple cedar.
Filled with laughter and glee.
For the winter brings nothing but romantic, cuddly, cozy nights.
For being in each other's arms feels right.
Making love is like the bliss that feels so right.
Making our nights full of passion, and our days bright.
Running through the snow, throwing snowballs, and making snow angels
To remind each other we have one looking after each other.

I get depressed and overwhelmed with crying.
I feel all my life I've been told nothing but lies.
I get scared I think some wish I were dead.
The only thing that helps is taking my meds.
I feel lonely and scared.
I sometimes feel I don't know how to control my thoughts.
Sometimes life is good and sometimes it's unfair.
Was everything I learned and taught so untrue and that's why I'm so dysfunctional.
Why do I have to have these panic attacks?
What is it I'm missing and lacking to be a better stable person.
When I can't take my thoughts anymore and feel there is nothing in store for my life,
I stop taking my medication or I take my medication and try
to overdose on alcohol and pills.
Everything is so out of control and out of context.
I feel like my heart is pounding a mile a minute.
My thoughts are racing and my thoughts are a mess
Why does the sadness have to last.
Everything in my life seems so dark.
I can't seem to see the light.
Feel like I haven't left a good impression on anyone.
When I'm depressed, nothing in my life seems worthwhile or fun.
Seems like all I do is fight for what I need.
I feel incompetent and not worthy of love and kindness.
I try to heed others warning signs, but I know with out my meds
I will not make it.
So I try with all my might to keep my wits, faith, courage, and hope,
That I can take this mental health program and learn how to cope.
Without kind people and people who lend a shoulder and ear,
I fear I will not live to another day.
Even though now I'm thankful for another day.
I will try to live it one day at a time.

May the light shine down on all
May all the wishes on stars that all make come true
May there be peace in the world
May joy, kindness, laughter, and love spread through out
And take away everyone's sorrows
To only bring out happiness for the tomorrows
May all the dark clouds disappear from everyone's life

Life is beautiful, love is kind, and precious. All to good for me

Dear Lord, and Angels

Please give my life some sense, direction, meaning, and purpose
Use my talents and abilities if any to spread love.
I surrender my life to you
Help me to remember that my real job is to love life as dark it may seem
Please help me to forget my frightening dreams
I'm so afraid of my past afraid this life now is not to last much longer
Don't know how much longer I can hold on

I believe in love at first sight
I believe in holding on with all your might
I believe in wonder and whys
I believe in wishing on the stars in the sky
I believe in wishes coming true
I believe you don't always have to cry
So turn frowns and your blues away
Have a smile to put on your face to stay
Love can turn you around
Especially if the one who loves you is true to you
And chases away your dark and lonely cloud.
I believe in hugs and embracing one another
I believe it feels great when your heart flutters and you get weak in the knees and butterflies in your stomach
I believe in laughing till your full of glee and tears
I believe in walking and skipping in the rain
I don't believe someone is vain as to wanting to act like you're a kid sometimes.
I think is silly not to because in your heart you just might live longer if you do.
I believe in laughing until you feel light hearted and full of life and smiles.
I believe in having someone to love, and walk hand in hand, dancing The night away.
I believe in running and playing at times, but yet at times be serious is a must.
I believe in having someone to run through the sand on the wet beach.
I believe in whispering sweet nothings into each other's ears is fine.
I don't believe that true love should beseech each other.
I believe in talking and giggling as you dine in your most favorite romantic place.
See you both light up each other's faces.
I believe in not caring what other people think of your romantic appropriate affections in public.
I believe in caring for each other and helping each other grow.
I believe in not lying and telling each other the truth always.
For this will pay as having a trusting relationship is most important than anything else.
I believe in not taking advantage of one another.
I believe in not trying to replace the role model of mother or father,
but to be the best romantic, reliable, caring, honest, trustworthy, affectionate, companion to your mate.
I believe for when two believe in the same of all of the above
and good morals and values, then that is fate and destiny that the two of you belong together.

There is no excuse to using or abusing me or anyone else.
There for I will not let anyone take advantage of thee or let anyone else be.
Judging others or me is only judging yourself secretly.
By hurting someone or myself's feelings, sensitivity, and vulnerability should be not be abused or a game.
For if done would be a shame.
Using some ones kindness to someone else's advantage is not kind.
Playing games with someone's mind is not either.
Anger only hurts the soul and leaves an impression of an emptiness in the heart.
To not forgive one another or yourself only hurts your well-being and mind.
Which will only find you can't forgive yourself.
What you need to do is love yourself, love others, and love Jesus Christ.
Jesus Christ has saved me as well as everyone else.
There for I am free as well as all
God Bless America

I always give away my heart so freely,
But was hesitant on giving it completely.
Are you looking just for a fling, or an affair.
Or are you interested in me, to possibly be a pair?
Do I have for you what it takes, or will my heart
Be left to ache?
Will this be happily ever after?
Or will this to turn out to be a disaster?
I'm not going to give up, till you believe I fell I love with you.
I just hope and pray this love and you will turn out to
Be true.
So please ease my mind and say you love me to.

Come rescue me, I don't feel safe or free.
I can feel the danger of all the anger that is going around.
It makes me so sad and I want to frown.
These tears keep falling down my cheeks.
Everything always seems to stay the same week to week.
No peace of mind, always feeling heartache.
Oh for heavens sake please come hold me close.
I need someone like you who seems so kind.
My whole life has changed with you in my world.
Your hand holding mine, and warm embrace makes me stop feeling scared.
It makes me feel safe with seeing that smile on your face.
I know we where meant to be.
Never had a chance to grow and to be a pair.
Our love never had a chance to grow that seems so unfair.
They made you go away to soon.
Now I feel forever blue.
I know our love could have grown, for it's still strong.
Even though you are so far away, if we were given a chance I know our love would last.
We would forever dance, because it is still running strong.
Even though we are apart you have me lost in the love of your heart.
I need you, want you to come back so desperately.
Why can't they just leave us alone to be free with the love we feel?
What kind of deal do we have to do?
Without your love and warmth in my life, it is making me feel alone, sad, and blue.
Everything in my life seems so tragic.
Together we are more magic then they can comprehend or handle.
Together we can mend each other and others.
I would like to be able to slow dance with you.
I would like to be able to have a full happy life with you.
I would like to be lost in a trance with you.
With out your hand to hold I feel lost and alone.
Wish I could hear your voice in my ears.
Look into your beautiful eyes with happy tears.
See your smile and hear your laughter.
I wish I had you near to hold and take away my tears and fears.
Even though things in my life and without you seems wrong,
And even though you seem so far away,
I will try to carry on and be strong until the day you come back to me.
So when you can, please come rescue me.

To realize what a home could be…..
Full of love, peace, trust, and harmony.
To help one another
When things get rough.
To stay strong and tough, so
You can get through each days hurdles.
Share and care for one another to
Have a shoulder to cry and lean on once in awhile,
So problems don't keep on piling up.
To do things as a team.
To be honest and truthful.
Even if all problems seem so pitiful.
To be there for one another, when one of you
Is not feeling well.
Or just calling each other up on the phone for no reason
At all.
For that alone can tell you really care for each other.
It shows we can bring out the best in one another.
Being there for good times and the bad.
When we are happy or sad.
And even when things get to rough.
It is a test in life to see just how strong we all are.
When hopes and dreams seem so far,
We should try and take each other in arms and hug.
Because hugs can heal wounds that we feel inside.
Hold on tight and try to fix as much of everyday's crisis's,
And come together as a family.
Learning that life is not all peaches and cream
And being together as a team is the way
For better days.
Envy and hate can really hurt, so there should be none.
As we see days unfold and nights folding,
It's sometimes scary because life out there can be so cold,
And teach us not to hold
On to grudges for to long, if not ever.
All parents try to show us how to be strong but yet sensitive.
Even if certain decisions we make are not right.
But we must try and not give up,
Or hold onto too much sorrow.
Hold on the best way we can.
Thank the Lord for another day of life, to
Try to do it better tomorrow.

As I lie awake besides you,
I watch you sleep so deeply.
So utterly peaceful and so full of content.
My prayer for you is to hope angels are guiding you through.
Dreams that won't leave you feeling blue.
Only dreams of happiness that will come true.
I wonder where your dreams have taken you.
Have they taken you to place far or near.
I hope and pray there not dreams that will leave you with tears.
Are you dreaming of me? I hope it is you do the most. This I wonder too.
I hope and pray your dreams have taken you to a magical place, dreams
Of happiness that leaves a smile upon your face.
I hope and pray you're not having dreams that scare you, awaking you to feel frightened and blue.
For I wish I could replace them with happy ones.
So please remember, for you have me and the angels too.
So if you awake with me beside you, you can be sure I'll give you a hug to make you feel better,
a kiss to wipe away the tears you may have.
Try to remember even though life can be sometimes a mess, dreams are our Way to escape.
They can bring pleasure, yes sometimes sadness and fright, but
They can never hurt or harm us.
As you may turn over to hold me closer,
For I hope you know you don't have to coax me
To want to be held that way, and so tight.
Because wrapped in your arms feels so right.
And so as we wake to a brand new day,
To the sound of the birds singing,
To the sun shining down upon us,
For that morning kiss I wait for most.
For that first morning kiss of love I treasure most.
Means you love to wake up to thee.
And that's far better than any of your dreams.
Thank you, you have made my dreams come true
As I hope I have for you.

You showed up in my life when I needed you most.
You showed up in my life when I needed a friend.
You never cared about the wrong I've done.
Never ever made fun of my thoughts or feelings.
Shared your hope, faith, and love that you have.
Shared your tenderness, and compassion.
Shared your words of wisdom.
Shared a tender hand to hold in a world that sometimes seems so cold.
You helped me to be strong, and courageous.
Gave me a shoulder to cry on.
Gave me a smile to help me smile too.
I am like a wildflower, sometimes out of control.
You are like a warm spring breeze,
Giving me room to grow.
Helping me along to do just that.
Calming, and soothing to my heart and soul.
For your only goal was never to use or abuse me.
Only goal was to be a true friend,
You are my guiding light,
My guardian angel in disguise.
Helping me to fight the demons inside and to find the strength to carry on.
To help me reach far beyond a distant star.
You chased away my dark clouds.
You showed me friends like you make all the more better
To live in my world full of confusion and sorrow.
Gave me just the right amount of love and hope for better tomorrows.
Thank you for giving me a reason to want to live.

As darkness seeps into my dreams and darkness in life falls,
I feel the devil has come a knocking and a calling.
To take me away from a happy life I would like to lead,
To take over my kind heart and soul for him to feed on.
He wants me to be angry, mean, sad, and cold hearted.
I know this is his goal.
I don't want to be apart of that.
I will try with all my might, I will fight,
To not let him take control of thee, so I will fight.
I will have faith, love, courage, kind heartedness, and hope in Jesus Christ.
For I know he's giving me the strength to cope.
He sees the good in me, even though the devil makes me never free.
Jesus Christ is my hope, faith, strength, and savior.
Thank you Jesus Christ, for saving me.
Know I know I have been freed from my sins and past mistakes,
For Jesus Christ sees I've got hope of being a good seed.
And I know he will protect me from the devil and won't let him win.

Ooh Dear Lord please show me the way
I always seem to take the road
that always leads nowhere
I'm in need of desperate help
for I feel I'm losing my grip on life
I can't seem to get by without crying during the day
and the nights are dark
and they leave me scared and lonely
with no one to hold me as these voices and thoughts
that go through my mind
leave me in a bind
a bind in not knowing how to help myself
please give me a sign that I'm forgiven
and a sign to to show me the way to help myself.

Do I have your friendship
or have I lost you as a friend too
can't you see it in the way I talk,
and the things I do
please say you hear my plea
please say you will come back and won't
take a walk again, away from Thee
I know I may have lost your respect and trust
but I know this friendship can be salvaged and saved
or has it just become to late
your friendship is what I crave
not for you to have anger or disappointment towards me.
for now without your friendship,
all I seem to do is cry
so now dear friend, I am determined to win it back
because our friendship is what I lack
I am determined to win your respect, love, and trust back
for my heart and mind says this friendship is a must
so dear friend, I hope that you hear my plea
and you'll want to have our friendship back
because once again your friendship is what I crave and miss

It's hard to be in love sometimes
with your feelings and emotions so vulnerable
when you give your love there are no secure or guarantees
all your defenses fade away
but to offer yourself completely is the ultimate gift
love can be so wonderful
like the feeling you get when the sun shines down upon you
or a cool spring breeze brushing up against your face
there is no substitute for having
that special someone with whom you
can share your love with
your life, love can be hard, but it's worth it
I may not always show how I feel
and sometimes maybe to much to handle
with my insecurities
the problems that I have come from not anything in particular
but the insecurities I have in myself, relationships, and life.

when I'm alone in my room at night
I wish with all my might
that i could change things
but no matter how much i fight it
things just won't be alright
because i know that, that is just not reality
everything seems so hazy
sometimes feeling like I'm going crazy
i always feel like I'm not wanted around
wishing i could run away and never be found
I'm no longer strong
knowing I've done so much wrong
I'm tired of crying
and feeling everyone thinks I'm always lying
i have so much shame and because of it,
my life will never be the same.
i do believe that when i die
no one will cry
everyone will only sigh
and say.... thanks be to the lord and goodbye.

i always feel like I'm in the dark
i wish i could see the light
shine through this mess of a life i have made
why am i so afraid
everything and everyone in sound and sight
seem to be slipping away
i feel i have no privacy of my thoughts in my mind
can't seem to break through these chains that bind
does everyone dislike me
does anyone understand or believe in me
why does every friend seem to disappear
as if i never had a friend at all
is everyone laughing at me
or is it just my imagination
why do people seem to fear me
or is it just my imagination
or is it true that i stand alone
is there any friend i can call on the phone
where are the answers i seek
because i feel so small and meek
and i feel like I'm losing ground
and i feel I'm losing all my faith
where does the path of life for me begin
with a light that would help me to find my way
if not tomorrow, if not yesterday, just maybe for today
do i stand and sit alone
or are there others like me
asking for forgiveness and a path with light
to help me and us all through this tough life
when does the confusion stop
when will the madness end
is it just in my mind
or is it the truth that I'm losing my mind
when will the sanity come back
am i standing and sitting alone driven
to being crazy and do i have
anyone who wants to help me
and not hurt but forgive thee
where is my hero
where is my friends.
i guess all i can do is only imagine

only taking up space,
no more smiles upon my face.
for i realize i have been nothing but a disgrace.
feeling like i haven't a friend of any race,
has left me to become nothing but a basket case.
my life has changed to a slower pace
making my mind remember and race
as to my past mistakes.
now i feel everyone thinks I've been nothing but a fake.
which leaves me to wish the past would be but a bad dream.
sometimes leaves me wanting to scream
lost all hope for better tomorrows.
doesn't anyone believe I'm sorry for all the sorrow
is there any such thing as second chances
wish i could get out of my mind others are hating me
I'm not even dead and i feel I've dug myself a hole
ten feet under or maybe even deeper.
all i can think of to do, is sleep.
for that is my only escape as not to weep
if they would only really look past my wrongs
for i don't know how much longer i can hold on
if they could only see the tears i shed
that I'm really sorry for any lies i may have told.
there were only fibs for now i speak the truth
I'm sorry for the hurt, sorry for the shame i may have caused.
for now i feel I'm left to take all the blame.
I'm so tired of these mind games its driving me insane.
i feel i have and never had anything to give
have no desire to even want to live
i don't want to see anyone sad
i really do wish those i may have hurt
nothing but peace, nothing but the very best.
please forgive me for any disgrace or shame
i may have caused.
nothing was done intentionally.
please forgive thee.

time to let it go
letting go of the fear and face the fears
for i realize and know there will be another day is here
to make things better
time to let it go
I'm letting it go
life is too short not to forgive or fret
time to let go of the anger, hurt, and pain
for I'm not vain to not know what love and forgiveness is all about
time to shout it out
i love and care about all
time to let it go
I'm letting it go
for i know put it in Jesus Christ hands
and i take a stand as to wanting him to be on my side & be on his side
for he saw i was in a bind
and I'm thankful he has saved me and all of us.

can't we see how our actions can make or break one another?
make each other think we are good or bad.
can't we see what lies do?
how it can make a person feel less of human.
can't we see how hurtful words can make each other feel less of a person?
can't we see how clothes don't make a person?
that it's only just the latest fad.
can't we see that how much or how less money each one of us has,
doesn't make any of each other better than the next?
it's not the material things we can have or buy, or don't have.
it's not the car or house we can have or buy, or don't have.
it's not what's on the outside that's important.
but what matters is the kindness, forgiveness, love, empathy, compassion and trust that
come from the mind, heart and soul of us all.
it doesn't matter if you're intelligent or less of an intellect,
naive or intuitive, beautiful or less attractive.
we all have a voice that needs to be heard.
we all have mind of thoughts and ideas that deserve to be listened to.
we all have a heart to be loved.
we all have a soul to be discovered, explored and nourished.
we all have the ability to forgive, be kind, compassionate, have empathy and compassion.
we all have the right to be and feel safe, cherished, honored, forgiven, cared for and loved.
we all have the right not be judged or criticized on our opinions or lack of.
so why don't some of us feel this way all the time?

i can't go on this way
for everyday i sit, kneel, cry, and pray
i wish i could take away all the sadness
much more love is needed
in a world of too much madness
too much sadness
life is to short to go on being angry or hurtful towards one another
forgiveness is what our mothers' try to tell us to do
for aren't we living in a free world
so why don't we free each other and forgive one another
more smiles are needed in this world
more friendly faces
more hugs are needed to be shared
yes life can sometimes be unfair
but we were made to care
for one another, to live in peace and harmony
not to be unkind or full of anger or hate
to go down deep inside ourselves, find and provide
the love we need to live
we must try to get past our hurts
we must look past each others insecurities, our wrongs, and faults
instead look at all our good qualities that we all have
are we really here to hurt, judge, want revenge, punish and be unkind
to each other
or is it to forgive and live in life with love, forgiveness, tenderness
to extend kindness, compassion and a helping hand to one another
for we all have a story and something to contribute and learn from one other
the world would be a much better place

I'm gonna love ya forever and ever
I'm gonna love ya forever and ever
i found heaven the day i found you
i was lonely till you came along
and chased away my blues
you've touched my heart
you've touched my soul
now take hold of my hand too
for i promise my love for you is true
and now that i found you i am whole
I'm gonna love ya forever and ever
I'm gonna love ya forever and ever
take me as i am
you must know that I'm far from perfect
i have my issues and my flaws
but the one thing that is true my love for you was always true
nothing you could do or say
would ever turn me away
I'll show and prove to you what i feel is true
you've touched my heart
you've touched my soul
i found heaven the day i found you
my love and devotion are yours forever and ever
until the day you say you no longer love me and that we must part

life is like a roller coaster ride
with so many ups, and downs.
with so many twisting, and winding turns.
with life making you sometimes happy and
sometimes sad, that you want to frown.
love is like a burning desire.
love is like a tricky game.
love is so precious and worthwhile.
it leaves you to have to sometimes take a chance.
love may not be all fun and love can give you a scare
but it's sometimes worth the dare.
we must hold on and hope to find someone who cares
about all our dreams and fears.
someone who will be understanding, loving, and kind.
to help take away the tears and ease our minds.
to share the happy times too, hope, and pray the
two of you can make it through.
stay together through the years and for many years.
life and love is not always a piece of cake.
but through all the up and downs,
it all makes you think and come alive.
as to what life and love should and can be.
and what good you can contribute to each other.

where are you my prince.
i want to be your princess.
where is the love i need to survive.
my knight in shining armor.
where are you? where are you hiding.
in a crowd i would not be able to pick you out.
so please come forward and rescue me now.
I've lost my way and in so much pain.
so where are you my prince.
i can't hold out much longer.
the sadness and loneliness is getting stronger.
where are you.
where are you hiding.
please come forward now and save me from this loneliness.
I've done everything i could for love and now I'm
sitting here all alone.
alone in a world where i feel lost and unloved.
as the rain falls all but around me,
so do the tears coming down my face.
it's a lonely place with out feeling cared and loved for
as the sunshine's down upon me,
it hurts not having anyone to share the beautiful day.
the stars at night make me wonder and wish i could pick out
the star that my prince may be thinking of me.
so please my prince.
please come forward.
i need to feel your arms around me now.
for I'm losing my way,
and my heart is broken in two.
i don't know how much i can hold on.
i want to be your princess and share the
rest of my days and nights with you my prince.

feeling so closed in for a long time.
she is fragile like glass.
a flower that is trying to bloom.
trying to become happy
instead of being so gloom.
yearns for open arms and a hand to hold,
but yet someone who is not so cold.
but yet someone who is friendly, kind, and warm
someone who will help her get past her storms.
not yell at her when she needs to cry.
not be afraid to ask her why
rejoice with her when she is happy
say they are proud and full of pride of her too
comfort her when she's feeling blue
run and play, help her seek and find herself
make her see she doesn't have to be to strong or meek
that whether strong of fragile she is still beautiful
trying to break out of her shell
picking up the pieces of her life
clear her conscious
cleansing and strengthening her mind, body and soul
strengthening her heart, her family and friendships.
this is her goal.
to live in the now,
clear the past
so the future ahead is clear and will last with
only positive outcomes.
enjoying the days as well as embarrassing the nights
dropping her ground and to fight the demons of the past.
with much thankfulness and contentment
rejoice for there still are beautiful days ahead
make a difference in someone's life and her own.
maybe even get to be a good wife.
these are her dreams
she has no schemes
only looking to learn to be forgiving and be forgiven
to be tender, caring, compassionate to herself and others
this is what she hopes others will see.
the beauty if not on the outside but what
counts is that she has beauty on the inside.

Who needs wealth.
when all in this world you only need
true love, family, friends, and health.
someone to hold you to get you through
the bad times.
someone to celebrate the good times.
someone who will look you in the eyes
and only speak the truth.
never tell you lies.
someone to make you laugh when you're feeling sad.
someone to calm you down when you're feeling irate.
someone to hug you when you need comfort or
just to show how much your loved and cared for.
someone who you can truly trust to talk to.
someone who will never turn their back on you.
so who needs wealth when all in this world you only
need love.

I feel so much pain and sorrow
never free of my past
no hopes for tomorrow
everything seems to be slipping
out of my hands so fast
nothing seems to be there to hold on to
hanging by a thread
for the loneliness keeps creeping up on me
leaving me to feel mentally, and physically paralyzed
because of the past
i get down on my knees to pray
in hopes someone hears my plea
for forgiveness
in hopes someone hears me
screaming inside my mind
for someone to believe in me
hold me until this heavy load seems to lift
so afraid I'm all alone
or that no one cares for thee
can anyone hear my pleas
I'm so scared I've made no friends

My older brother,
the one who my mother gave birth to.
i trust you as if you were my best friend.
i hope we can mend and make a bond that
will always last.
let's forget about our differences from the past
and start anew.
you see i have grown and i am now a woman.
i have forgiven you, so please forgive me.
i have set my old ways away.
for i have seen the light of day
and can be the kind of sister you would be proud of.
the dove of peace i send back to you.
with a great big hug and apology too.
we were kind of close when we were little,
and i can sure use a friend right about now.
just let me know how
we can retrieve our family bond.
i always looked up to you and,
i know you know this is true.
it makes me blue
that we don't talk.
please say you'll walk with me as my brother,
for the rest of my journey.
say we can be brother and sister again.
like it should be.
please if there's any anger, resentment or any unresolved issues,
please let it go, and set it all free.
so we can be family and friends again.
before it's too late.
i love, care, need you my big brother.
for i am a part of mother too.
she is a good woman, there for there must be apart of me
that's a good woman too.
one who is kind, forgiving, caring, understanding,
compassionate, open minded, concerned, honest,
loving human being.
for she is all this and so are we all.
we just need to admit the truth and let things of the past
go, start anew and make our new family bond last a lifetime.
the way it's meant to be.
for family bonds are stronger than anything in the world.
and it's a shame not to try and give our family a chance to overcome any
obstacles of the past.
to make new ever lasting, happy, joyous, trusting, caring, family relationships
that will last.

A warm embrace,
a friendly face.
a hand to hold.
the warmth of being close to each other.
the smile from cheek to cheek.
the rosy cheeks you get when you have butterflies
in your stomach, sweaty, shaky hands.
the beautiful sound of each others laughter.
not feeling afraid to share ideas and thoughts of
the past, present, and future.
sharing each others secrets.
to be considerate, compassionate, concerned and loving towards each other.
walking side by side in good times and bad.
comforting the other when sad.
but yet sharing and being happy for the others happiness.
working through the problems when mad or upset, instead of staying angry.
always forgiving each other no matter what.
always making up with
snuggling up close.
tender kisses.
holding hands and always giving a warm embrace ((hugs)).

The beautiful weather is near.
flowers are in bloom.
finally all the earth will soon look beautiful.
birds are flying about,
chirping and singing below the clouds.
the rain will come down making things grow.
the sweet smell of the spring air.
mother nature taking good care of our beautiful earth.
the sweet smell of the fragrance of the flowers.
making it hard not to be over powered by the wonderful scent.
time of year to send each other a warm hello or a flower or two.
to chase away the winter blues.
for spring is finally here.
children can finally come out and play,
in the warm beautiful day.
people passing each other on the street.
greeting each other with a smile and giving each other a big hug.
time for picnics and barbecues.
lazy days by the beach.
catching some sunlight.
just having fun being with family and friends.
for spring is finally here and now we all have a reason
to feel joyous and happy again.
for spring is finally here, there is love all around, and love is in the air.

The dawn has come, the sunrise has begun.
hope is in sight.
it looks like another beautiful day.
the sky is no longer gray.
for the sky is shining so brightly.
you can feel the warmth of the sun upon your face.
it's a clear sky, the clouds have all disappeared.
the birds are in flight, soaring so freely, so effortlessly.
the gentle breeze just softly brushing your face.
makes you say thanks and grace to be living in such a beautiful place.
such comfort knowing days like this exist,
and your so happy to be alive to be a part of it.
laundry flopping in the wind, pushing the fresh clean scent of laundry drying
outside, filling your sense of smell.
the fresh clean scent of the falling rain, the music
it plays as it fall on the leaves of the tree.
as it plays up on the ground and windows.
helping flowers to start growing and blooming.
to give off their beautiful aroma to fill up your senses.
walking in this beautiful day and on the soft grass,
walking hand in hand with the one you love.
for the new dawn and hope has arrived.

Parents are our master gardeners.
for with out them where would us children be.
they are our master gardeners, giving us support, giving us morals and values.
whether we do right or wrong, they're always there to protect us.
parents are our master gardeners.
they give advice and suggestions, whether it's right or wrong, they usually are correct.
their support makes us strong.
they help us stand on our own and to learn from our mistakes.
even if we don't listen to their advice or suggestions, they still love us.
parents are our master gardeners.
they teach us responsibilities. they help us find our way in this world.
they try with all their might, to provide us with lessons they have learned.
in hopes we don't make the same mistakes.
parents are our master gardeners.
they help us find our goals to reach our achievements.
they give us love, comfort, grace, and strength to carry on in this world.
parents are our master gardeners, giving us praise, dignity, support, and a identity.
all in all they give us knowledge, in hopes we do the same for our children.
they give and teach us about respect and honesty.
so all you parents out there, us children are honored, and proud to have you as our parents.
we are thankful, love you both with all our hearts and soul.
thank you for bringing us children into the world.

You are so very kind,
you are so very loving and compassionate,
and i always try to be thankful in my mind.
but most of the times i was scared to accept that maybe you really love me.
i always try to remember that you have insecurities too.
you are so patient and try to love me
even when I'm negative, down and afraid.
but all i need sometimes is your reassurance.
sometimes all i need is for you to just hold me to let me know that everything will be okay.
to believe that we will make it through and there will still be good times ahead.
I'm always hoping our relationship is okay.
wondering whether you're as happy as you should, want, and expected to be.
i just hope and wish you will trust me and share your love with me for always.
for all i really need is your reassurance.
sometimes all i need is for you to hold me
and tell me your love is true and will never be diminished or fade away.

We can together, laugh and cry.
together we can get through those storms flying.
we will be able to reach the end of the rainbow.
we can get past all the rain and past all the clouds.
if we only stick together with understanding, concern, compassion, love, forgiveness, and trust.
this is when we won because we learned and realize how to help one another this way.
also how to respect, love and be proud of ourselves first and then others as well.
staying close to family, friends, morals and values you have is important.
to carry each other through and overcome each others pain of yesterday and today.
then we will have all the wealth and love we wanted out of life.
also you can see there will always be another day, because we kept it together, together.
there will always be another tomorrow to try and make things better, together.

We became such good friends through the good times and the bad,
whether we were happy or sad.
we never really fought so i thought.
because something happened along the way,and there's nothing left to say,
but... neither one of us could say good-bye and we both had our selfish
reasons,and we hung on for to long. so we became...
strangers by day, lovers by night. that's the only chemistry that seemed to
be left. it was wrong, but it felt oh so right.
i had to give into your seducing ways even though i tried to resist you with all my might.
but it was your charm and tenderness that captured my heart and soul. so you
see you were to strong and i just couldn't put up a fight. i was better to
you, then i was to myself. for now I'm crying over you and i don't know why
but now I'm crying over you and i really don't know why. because now all i
feel is I've been a charity case or just a game to you.
I'm only human for making mistakes and you have made mistakes too.
it looks like I'm the bigger fool.
i guess i just couldn't say goodbye.
i had good intentions and good reasons.
i know i hung on to you for to long.
for i really loved you as my lover and friend.
i kept hoping and tried to believe you felt the same way too.
but....
neither one of us could say goodbye
and we both had our selfish reasons
and we hung on for to long
so we became...
strangers by day
lovers by night,
that's the only chemistry that seemed to be left.

To love is not to be selfish or unkind,
to have others best interest in mind.
love is to be tender, nurturing and gentle.
love is positive energy given off to others.
to guide, protect, to be nourished as if it were food.
love is to have good things come out of it.
to let go of thoughts that we feel are not good
to apologize if we have done wrong.
love is to help others along if they're not so strong.
love is to bring laughter, joy, harmony, faith, hope and
encouragement to yourself and others, with warmth.
love is to help each other chase away our fears, tears,
heartaches and loneliness.
love is to share ups as well as down times,
to learn from them.
love is to have decency, compassion and understanding to
yourself and others.
love is to have good morals and values to look up to
and pass to each other,
so that we may learn and grow into better,
beautiful people, as a world in peace and harmony.
live in love everyday as if it were a new beginning.

Love can make you strong
love can sometimes feel so wrong
love can take you by storm
love can make you feel so warm
love is meant to show your inner beauty
love is meant to make you calm
love is not meant to make you feel at harm
love sometimes can make you do crazy things
love sometimes makes your feelings at times, hazy
love sometimes may not be fair
love is meant to give
love is meant to also receive
love helps you to live and learn
love is not meant to have hate
love can make you wonder about fate
love is sometimes hard to cope
love can bring and show hope
love has many strings like an instrument
for there's sweet music and beauty within love
love makes you feel like your floating without your feet on the ground
love is and will always be many precious things.

Love is the warmth that fills our heart.
love is comfort in the circle of an embrace.
love is pride.
love is the feeling of closeness that comes
from the littlest things we do and share.
love is the beauty knowing someone you love is always there,
near, understands and cares.
love is a tender touch, a warm smile.
love is finding one who makes your life more meaningful and worthwhile.
love is a tender hand you love to hold.
love is two eyes you love to see.
love is a voice you love to hear.
love is a comforting shoulder to lean on.
love is knowing how to forgive another, whether it may be right or wrong.
love is a heart that understands.
love is a hug that's uplifting to feel.
love is the feeling that keeps on growing, whether it may be old or new.
love is the happiness made by everyone who works it together.

Butterflies are free to fly,
butterflies seem to have no reason to cry.
they can fly away when they feel,
or stay where they may.
they always seem to love the day,
fly to beautiful rainbows,
go to sleep at night,
till morning to again take flight.
they have beautiful colored wings,
and if they could, really beautifully sing
to show off their personalities that glow.
have friends like flowers,
like to fly high up to a cloud
can stay in a rain shower,
or stay in the sun to get warm.
they seem so carefree.
fly away and hide away from thunderstorms.
so full of wonder, ease, and glee,
flutter their wings like a beautiful song,
never really staying in one place for long.
they seem so little and fragile,
but yet i bet are very strong.
butterflies should not be caught in nets,
for that seems so wrong.
they should be free to fly where ever they like.
because butterflies were meant to be free.

Feeling so ashamed, frightened, and sad for a long time.
she is fragile, a flower that is trying to bloom,
trying to become happy instead of being so gloom.
yearns for open arms and a hand to hold someone who is not so cold
but yet someone who is friendly, kind, and warm.
someone who will help her get past her storms,
not yell at her when she needs to cry,
not be afraid to talk, advise her and dry her eyes.
rejoice with her when she is happy,
say they are proud and full of pride of her too.
comfort her when she's feeling blue,
run and play, help her seek and find herself,
make her see she doesn't have to be to strong or meek.
that whether strong of fragile she is still beautiful.
trying to break our of her silence and shell,
clear her conscious, tribulations, and own up to her mistakes.
cleansing and strengthening her mind, heart, body, and soul.
strengthening her family and friendships, this is her goal,
to live in the now, clear the past,
so the future will be open to possibilities and will be happier
with only positive outcomes.
enjoying the days as well as embarrassing the nights,
keeping her ground and to keep fighting this illness and demons of the past.
hoping that future relationships will last.
she's only looking to learn on forgiving, to be forgiven,
to be tender, caring, compassionate, loving, to herself and others.
this is what she hopes others will see.
the beauty if not on the outside,
but what counts is that she has beauty on the inside.

I regret what has happened between me and you my sisters.
much of my part
and I'm praying that it's not to late
to tell you both how very sorry i am.
we used to fight oh so much,
but know i wish you both would believe
i love and care about you both a bunch.
i hope someday we can again talk this over,
for i need to show and believe i truly care,
and some how try to retrieve what has been lost.
for i really won't cost us a cent.
there can be a reward in forgiving and to forget our resentments.
there is so much lost love,
but if we only try, we can become friends.
i put us through so much stupidity, harsh words and anger
because of jealousy and not having any confidence in myself.
but i really have changed.
i don't want to fight anymore.
i would like to see open arms and doors. now i don't want this to sound
like such a bore,
but i wish for us to be good friends, like sisters could be.
so maybe one day your minds and hearts will just open up a bit
and forgive me. and some how retrieve and build a bond that has been lost.

She knew from the moment she saw thee,
her mind, body, soul and heart finally awoke and took over she.
she knew she no longer wanted to be alone or without he.
for now she is fighting and awoke the woman inside of her she can and will be.
for he is like her lucky four leaf clover.
with the touch of his hand, making magic run through her body.
his kisses ignited excitement and awaking senses she never knew existed.
nothing of how she feels then and now is a lie.
days without him seem so long and lonely,
nights seem so long, lonely and dark.
hoping and wishing he'll stay to hold her hand.
walk with her through the clouds,
but yet share the warmth of the sun and cool breeze days.
walk along a moonlighted shore line,
be proud to walk with her into a crowded room.
broken in two is her heart of not wanting the us to drift apart.
up many a nights and cried.
hoping, wishing and praying he'll stay to hold her hand.
not leave her alone to dance, sit, or stand.
walk with her through these clouds and
walk together in love, peace, and harmony.
he's shown and given her the beauty of love,
shown her the way to peace of mind and what real love should or could be.
he's always shown nothing but tenderness, given her
compassion, care, and kindness.
never being selfish of himself.
always given her support and loyalty.
how does a woman give up someone like he and set him free.
she'd put him on a pedestal if she could,
give and name a star after him if she could.
but one thing she knows she would never want him not to stay
with her if he didn't want to be with, love or desire her.
he's shown her the way to the light of the kind
of life and love she really desires.
one with no anger, hate, shame, guilt, judgment, resentment, secrets or lies.
shown her that the meaning of life is not all about cries of sadness,
but of real happiness, joy, compassion, understanding, tenderness,
forgiveness, laughter and love.