I long to shatter the in penetrable walls of my iced domain
Self-hatred impregnates my mind again
I return to the acceptance of my self-abuse
To numb my pain I release the accused

She's so pretty as you watch her break
Your archetype superficial fake
She's so beautiful in her tortured lies
Little nothing girl I love to despise

She turns away from her, from me
Away from her self-induced misery
Looks into the fairy tale mirror with demons within
And creates violent disdain on her pale white skin

She's so pretty in her lie of perfection
Pulls your further into her deception
She's so beautiful as she bleeds again
A tragic portrayal of self-inflicted pain

She turns away from her, from me
Away from her self-induced misery
Looks into the fairy tale mirror with demons within
And creates violent disdain on her pale white skin

She spin's angeldust in the sky tonight
Kisses the jagged stars good night
She creeps into your restless dreams
Makes you beautiful, makes you clean
She's so perfectly torn
Watch her fragile innocence reborn
She blisters herself on your angelfire lies
Tortured purity of the one you despise

Fragmented images sever and contort
A thousand faces fade and distort
Watch the stargirl twist and fall
A thousand names she cannot recall

As beautiful as a rose falling from the pale lilac sky.
Lush petals discolouring and distorting into an emaciated lie of itself.
It's outward appearance a grotesque replica of the mutilated mannequin mirroring human form,
vaguely familiar yet utterly terrifying in it's depravity.
The once beautiful creature now withers and contorts beyond recognition,
a victim of it's own inhumanity.

I try to confine my irrational need
To hurt and abuse and make myself bleed
My self-hatred penetrates and crawls inside
Scarred, bruised and twisted inside